So now what??

Ok so after about 28 vials of blood given (not including Steve's measly 4), tons of doctor appointments, a self inflicted belly shot, weird drugs, 3 or 4 internal ultra sounds, 1/2 a months salary, endless heartburn, extreme tummy pain, englarged and very sore "Girls" and finally a blood pregnancy test.. we have a BIG FAT NEGATIVE!!!
So now what???
Today I gave $5.54, gave 1 vial of blood and got a script for some more weird drugs, the OK to use my vitamins, and instructions on "How to Get Pregnant 101" and WE'RE OFF!!!! Good news is I don't have to give myself another shot in the belly.. WHOO HOO.. ok that is all the good news.

So when trying to grasp for positive things concerning this.. here's all I could come with.. I get to go to the Nickelback concert tomorrow with Annette and per the Chinese Gender chart if we conceive during this new cycle.. it should be a girl!!! ok that's all I have.. the rest I won't bring you down with, I'll keep it to myself.

On a side note: I am truely 100%, unconditionally Blessed to no end by having our precious Joshua.. I knew the day he was born and my heart swole with so much love I thought it was going to burst, that he was a true blessing..a new chapter in my life that I would never want to give up or live without. I have a very loving husband, I am a loved child, I have wonderful parents and a beautiful sister and a handsome brother ... I have a beautiful house and a "Awesome" mini-van... I am one lucky gal!!!